I discovered today that I am pregnant. I am filled with mixed emotions right now. I am super happy to expand our family but at the same time I am filled with sadness for the baby that I lost earlier this year.
What can I do different this time? Nothing, I'm sure! I don't want to have to go through the sadness and heartache again. Heavenly Father has a plan for our family, I know he does. I want this baby to make it and I want to hold this child. For some reason we lost Taylor and we can't wait for the day when that baby will join us again.
I can't wait to meet you Baby. You will be greeted by two older brothers who will love you and protect you. They will probably not share their toys at first but they'll warm up to you eventually. Levi is protective of his stuff so watch out for that. Jax is very care-free so I wouldn't worry too much about him. Either way, you're coming to a wonderful and loving family.
My expected due date is April 28, 2012. I'm five weeks along and the baby is about the size of a sesame seed.
According to the Chinese calendar this baby should be a girl too!! Fingers and toes crossed that it is!
So this will be a tough few weeks for me to get through. But with a lot of prayer I know everything will work out as it should.
Yipee!! Let the craziness of pregnancy begin!
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